Bugged from Myself

so, nothing bugs me more than knowing i am having a feeling that i shouldn’t be having , getting jealous over something i don’t own, i don’t control and something that i shouldn’t really get jealous over is just annoying me and makes me just wanna stay away from ppl for a while maybe distance would make them feelings go away?……idk, its not “their” fault so i don’t want to be rude …….. god why u made me dig on the past and see things i shouldn’t know !! …..its not like i won’t get over it in time since nothing gonna “help with it”… just hope things works out for the best